"Life and death for me."

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 00:15:08 GMT

This is such a bad feeling. To feel that all of a sudden everything becomes too much and the world pours over you, the earth is swept beneath your feet. Your heart starts pumping and the world spins in circles. The only thing you want to to is isolate the noise and get away. It's a feeling that never grows.

These days summer is pouring over me on full throttle. Some days I think I can handle it, but some I feel like the whole world rests on my shoulders. I know what I have to do to get through this: The bad thing is how hard it can be for a silly little girl that doesn't know know whats up and whats down.

I walk alone amongst my enemies..

"Life and death for me."